what do you want...?
in the last 12 months, i've realised that i'm a lucky person in more deeper ways than i had ever thought or imagined.it's become apparent to me that i'm a very rare type of individual who actually knows what they want in life. i know what i want in my career, my love life and my finances too (i know, surprisingly debt is NOT one of these goals)how come there are so many people who don't know what they want? even when i go shopping, i'm not one to browse, i know what i need to get, i then go and get it... is that odd?i've known from quite a young age what i've wanted to do with my career and i'm the closest i've ever been. it hasn't been an easy ride to get here but i've definitely put my all to get where i am today. sure, there is some fine tuning to go on this goal, but i know that it will happen, because i'm focussed and i know what it is that i want!when it comes to relationships, far too often do i meet, speak to or hear about people who have no idea what they want. why are there so many people with that problem? when i think about what i want, the list is quite simple really. to love and to be loved... isn't that what we all want? so why do i constantly get told "um, i don't know what i want". is that just a cop out excuse because suddenly they don't want me? or is it really as it seems?either way, i struggle with it, time and time again.as the water slowly rolls of my ducks back (bad pun i know) i'll continue to search to love and to be loved... because ultimately in life there aint much more that matters, is there?...oh wait, where does vodka and porn fit into it all? i'll have to get back to you on that one!
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“Never let a problem to be solved become more important than the person to be loved.”aza
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