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keeping a secret...

i don't know about you, but i'm pretty bloody good at telling a secret

well, kind of...

sometimes i'm told things that are so juicy and awesome, that i actually HAVE to tell someone, for my own sanity. it's never the same person mind you. depending on the details of the gossip, i chose my friend wisely and tell them under the "if you tell anyone, i'll have to kill you" oath

take for instance today. i was told some juicy AND awesome gossip that i need to keep secret. however i chose wisely and told one dear friend who will also share the same passion and excitement about the news, however i know that he/she can keep her mouth shut

so yet again, you are witness to another blog containing my ramblings, justifying to myself why i have done something

i figure if i'm willing to share this knowledge then it mustn't be all that bad at all

aza
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so what...?

had a bit of a reflective time on the beach today... couple hours alone does wonders for the mind!

so we are a week already into a new year, only 51 weeks to go of 2010... "so what" have i learnt/seen/discovered etc...

"so what" have i learnt?

  • shit really does happen... there are certain things that we can control in life and a shitload of things that we cant control... since quitting and just chilling the hell out i've learnt that you just have to let things happen - smile, enjoy yourself!
  • don't have sex on the beach... sand on skin that is rubbing turns that skin into sandpaper... or so i've heard... no i haven't had sex on the beach, i did however see a girl getting some digital on the beach this afternoon - charming kids
  • don't drink a mother energy drink at 9pm because you are thirsty... well this is self explanatory
  • don't try and sort emotional shit out in text messages or emails... why do i keep making this mistake
  • say YES to any paid work you can... hahaha - this is now a new motto
  • don't worry, be happy... sorry if that song just got in your head
  • live, laugh, love... the three most important words in the world!
  • don't use too may cliches in a blog post... fuck. sorry about that
i hope that you read this and got a smile, a grin or even a bowel movement... any bodily movement from my blogs mean that i'm doing something right

2010 x hugs to you all... however this year wont be great for you as it's MY YEAR!

well it better fucking be, coz i'm making it!

aza
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another facebook observation...

what is the deal with people being so precious about facebook?

in particular with who they will add and who they wont add as friends?

some questions that i would like to know are...

  • aren't social networking sites for... social networking?
  • how are you meant to 'network' with people when they don't want to add you?
  • if you are worried that people are going to find out information about you that you don't want them to know, why on earth would you put that information about yourself online in the first place?
  • if you don't add people unless you know them in real life, then is facebook just a site that holds an online record of friends?
  • if that is all it is, then what is the point?
i admit that i don't just add anyone, but at least i'm willing to open my 'social newtorks' a little! i think that some people are just too closed to the thought of allowing people in...

i like to use facebook to meet people, learn about people and share with people too...

have i missed the point?

aza
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still craving change...

i've just had an amazing weekend.

it was filled with a heap of awesome people. new friends, old friends and many random experiences.

i honestly entered this weekend with nothing planned and ended up having an absolute ball

then comes the monday blues.

i start work at 9am, like a lot of people do, so why was i still laying in bed at 8:53am? possibly because i was about to face another day of 'same old, same old' which has inevidebly happened already today

when i honestly think that i could not crave change any more than i do right now, i suddenly am proven wrong... i actually do want it more than i wanted it last time i was thinking about how much i wanted it

even that last line confused me - but i'm sure you get where i'm coming from

i know that change wont happen if i don't do anything about it and i don't expect it to either... i just seem to be in the same stage of 'life limbo' that i always seem to get myself into - maybe this is the way it's going to be forever?

i suppose my issue is that i'm not unhappy, i'm not depressed or sad about anything in my life at the moment, i just want a change

change could be getting a new car, new place, new human electric blanket (or partner, whatever you want to call it)... who the hell knows?


the only thing that is certain is that i need it soon, or i may pop!

i have had some song lyrics rolling around my head recently and i think they are just awesome...

Anyone who can touch you, Can hurt you or heal you
Anyone who can reach you, Can love you or leave you

aza
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