where's aza...?

it's no denying that i've had a rough few weeks... most of my mates wouldn't even know this - i tend to keep this kind of shit to myself - that's stubborn aza!

little stubborn because i believe that i can fix these things myself - i don't wanna talk about it, i don't wanna burden my mates with my issues, i don't want medication to be happy etc...

good quality or bad quality? i never really know!

i've managed to make an agreement with work that i take 1/2 days for the next couple of weeks... there are things that i want to do (one of them being to sleep) that i haven't been able to do lately for many reasons

one... step... at... a... time

if i can spend some time on me, resting, chilling out, excercising, meeting people etc... then i'm well on the way to finding the old aza

i miss him, what fears me most is that i'm not the only one that misses him

aza
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